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    January 19

    没有什么

     
    没有什么,不过是不开心。
     
    在这个地方已经写了两年多的时间,可是突然回头看看
    觉得自己好象没有作为一个真人活过一样
     
    那些蹲在地板上哭得要不能呼吸的时间
    在浴室里开着水龙头不让人听到哭声的时间
    对着电脑屏幕手机屏幕电视屏幕大脑一片空白的时间
    和自己说,这没什么没什么的没什么的你去睡觉吧的时间
    到现在每天夜里梦见小时候和妈妈吵架哭着醒过来的时间
     
    好象都没有存在过一样
     
    要爱自己 要独立地生活
    这样的话
    不过是为了自我安慰
    就算没人给你,你给自己好了
    是一样的
     
    越对我的重要 
    在于他让我觉得自己的珍贵 觉得被爱过 觉得时间是有意义的存在
    而非在手里白白流过
     
     
     
    没有什么
    不过是不开心
     
     
    就算我是个蠢蛋,说了这些蠢话
    我也要对我好一点

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    谨芝 吴wrote:
    我愿意相信,快乐会有的 尽管不是现在
    Jan. 23
    竹子wrote:
    的确。没有什么
    一切都要去习惯,然后就这样吧。除非我们真的离去……
    Jan. 22
    LJ XUwrote:
    在浴室里开着水龙头不让人听到哭声的时间
    我也会 在他们吵架的时候
    Jan. 19
    有那么点小感觉
    Jan. 19
    Malvwrote:
    抱一抱.
    Jan. 19

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